Shabina ka taluq bht gareeb gharian sy tha.woh 2 behnein
thi.badi behan ki shadi hn chuki thi.baap
ka intekal (death) hon chukka tha.maa salai or dosry gharelu kam kar k or
dastkari kar k jaisy tesian ghr chala rhi thi.behan bechari ki khud ki shadi
safed posh ghr main hui thi.phr bhi
jtna hn sakti woh apni choti behan ka khail rakhny ki koshish krti.kuch
rishty daar bhi in ki madad kr dety thy.shabina gaon k primary school main 5
pass krny k baad ghr ka kam krti or apni maa k kaam main bhi in ki madad
karti.Maa ko rozi roti k ilwa us ki shadi k ly bhi fikar mand thi.kyon us ghr
baithy bht saal hn chuke thy.gareeb hony ki wajha sy koi rishta nhi krta agr
hony lgta tu ghareeb hony ki wajha sy rah jata tha,bs is trah us k halat guzar
rhien thy.phr achanak hi shabina ki tybait kharab rahny lag gai.doctor hn yah
hakeem kisi ko bhi is k bimaar rhny ki wajha samjh nhi aa rhai thi.kisi dawa (medicine) ka asar bhi nhi hn rha tha
.din ba din us ki tybait zaida kharab rhny lgi or who bistar sy hi lagi rah
gai. Kisi mali hazarat k tawan sy shehar k hospital main main alaj k ly
bandobast kiya gaya .agr test wagira karny k baad pta chal k shabina ko cancer
ki akhri stage chal rhai hai. Or ab is bimari ka koi alaj nhi hai .doctors ny
reports daikh k is k zindagi k sirf 3 month batien.or doctor na yah bhi kaha k
bachi ko ab ghr rakh kr hi dawa (med) or dua di jaye. Phr yah hal hua k shabina
ko bed sores ho gaye .jagha jagha sy jism obalien(boil) aloo ki tarah hogya k
hath lagany sy hi piss jata or koon (blood) shuru hn jata.bechari ka yah hal
daikny pura ghaon isy daikhny atien or afsos zahir karty shabina ki halat par.aik roz
shabina ny subha uth kr maa ko bataya.raat ko kisi ahat sy achanak sy meri ankh
khol gai k samny 2 log kharien (stand) huay hai. Mujhy un ki shakal saaf nazar
nhi ai.sar sy phaon tk safaad labas (white dress) pehna hua tha.jub main un ki
taraf daikhny lagi tu aik ny apna hath meri taraf badiya .us k baad mujhy neend aa gayi or main
so gai.
Is waqiye k theek 5 din baad shabina ki maut ho
gayi.shakal o surat tu achi hi payi thi.bimari k baha'is murja gait hi lakin
death k baad tar o taza hogai thi.kafan main lipti hui bilkul shehzadi lag
rahi thi.aurtien isy daikhny k ly tooti parh rahi thi.daikhi jati un ka dill
nhi bharta tha. Bht mushkil sy janaza uthaya gaya.or aik saal tk gaon main is
anokhi maut ka charcha raha.
